Tick tock….click clock….15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9…..
You would think I’d have a lot of anxiety….getting this close. Worrying whether the path I’m on is going in the right direction…concern about the permanence of my next steps.
I spent most of my life afraid and scared of the unknown future. Today I actually don’t feel that fear…I’m not scared. Perhaps it is because there are no unknowns left that I can’t handle. Perhaps it is because these final steps are meant to be…a fact…a reality….